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"Growing Old"
By
Alexander
Solzhenitsyn
A prose poem that
Solzhenitsyn wrote after he'd returned to Moscow, as quoted to David
Remnick in 2001 and included in a profile in The New Yorker almost
7 years ago to the day today, called "Growing Old":
How much easier
it is then, how much more receptive we are to death, when advancing years
guide us softly to our end. Aging thus is in no sense a punishment from on
high, but brings its own blessings and a warmth of colors all its own …
There is even warmth to be drawn from the waning of your own strength
compared with the past – just to think how sturdy I once used to be! You
can no longer get through a whole day's work at a stretch, but how good it
is to slip into the brief oblivion of sleep, and what a gift to wake once
more to the clarity of your second or third morning of the day. Your
spirit can find delight in limiting your intake of food, in abandoning the
pursuit of novel flavors. You are still of this life, yet you are rising
above the material plane … Growing old serenely is not a downhill path but
an ascent.
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